Long time no see

Don't worry everyone I'm not dead, just feeling stressed and lazy to blog for the past one week plus hehe.... Quite a few things to stress about recently.... Projects due dates are coming and having been stressing over them although I didn't really did much so far :P My results are B A D bad and I have to now rely on my projects for getting a pass, yes people your eyes are not playing tricks on you :p ..... A pass. No exams to use my super study mode like previous semesters liao so have to leave it to fate.... Will try my best on my part.

Family problem is also stressing me..... Last week my father told me that after I graduate he and I would move out from my current house to another house, leaving my sis and mum behind, he will still give them some money though. What should I do man.... Tell them and risk having a major change now? Keep it from my mum?(since my sis will probably read this post sooner or later) or try to get my mum and sis to talk to my father again(which I think is near impossible). With my sis now working and always going out with her bf, who will accompany my mother when she's at home? If I stay with my mother, how about my father? I'm close to both and I don't any of them to feel lonely. I wonder what will happen when I get married..... Will I ever get married? Will I ever be able to handle a relationship properly? Do I have to go Vietnam with Alvin to find a wife? Keeping it from them is really is really draining me down. Its like having a one and a half years time bomb inside me.....Wrote in my previous post that I will try to manage my finances, but can't seem to do it. I must try a lot harder!!! Hopefully I have the chance to talk to my sis(hardly get to see her), I think must arrange some day..... At least I think I got to settle some stuff after a misunderstanding, felt like crap after doing something wrong(unintentionally), but better than before after the incident. Used my fav phrase "Sorry ah" dunno how many times today. But really very sorry la, I think too much about everything that's happening.

Stress until pimples pop out, which makes me even more stress LOL.

I think Monday might be going clubbing(if have money) with Miss Wu. Still haven go out with Miss Penguin Tan for Jap food haha...The personal Jap food guide is still in good condition fortunately, must go before you go Australia okay? I think suppose to go to kbox with Deduan and Miss Penguin rite? You all go already?? Must also train my squash...During holidays must train hard....Maybe by next sem I can compete with the experts. Don't know if gym partner Qianhui is free for gym sessions during holidays.... I want to lose more weight!!! Must train more pool with Alvin then can constantly win Master if I get the chance to play with her. Oh ya, I injured the same part of my finger the last time I played pool with Alvin!!!! Exactly the same spot 3 times!!!!! More painful than before man. Must work work work during holidays also, to get the money to do things that I want to do he he :D Sorry just thinking of happy things to cheer myself up(Working is fun, if the people there are nice e.g JL) :)

Newcastle United lost today :( no more UEFA cup for them... haiz... wated to wake up to watch the match but dunno why cannot get up after setting up 2 alrams. Next week new epl season starting...yahoooooo.... Newcastle United all the way!!! Newcastle United's Cool blue Third Kit, I will get you when I have the money!!!