L.O.S.E.R

Yay I'm officially a loser in life. These few days have been real bad for me. Retribution? Maybe ..... kenna retrenched together with more than half of the people, newcastle play like shit and could have lost 10-0 and some other things...... Super unlucky ah!!!!! Went temple to pray today but luck still not good.... after going temple then kenna flu :( , must be some kind of punishment...... should have acted busier like the more "hardworking" ones during the setting up or else I will still be working and not crapping here.... want to work but no confidence in myself liao .... but at least I have "work" tom .... going to help my father do some filing lol ... wonder if I will be paid :P ... after filing I think I going to highlight my hair and maybe another day go pierce my ear again..... must change.... to be a better man, erm although highlighting and piercing doesn't seem to make one better heh ... but maybe it can help me change... actually this is wat I usually do when I feel down, go change my hair heh, maybe its my form of making myself feel better..... even while I'm typing this out, my fren make me feel "better", he say I'm the god of football just bet opposite of my pick can liao .... thx bro :( .... I feel really "good" now .... will I ever be happy? Maybe I should get a tattoo also hmmm maybe tatoo one smiley face so when im sad can see... then at least one part of my body will always be happy.... then people see the tattoo will laugh and be happy also heh so even when I'm sad, at least others are happy. Oh man I'm crapping too much man .... okay I think I shall stop here and shall leave you with a emo song which I feel is nice hehe, actually i think its 2 songs by the talented wong fu, the guy who made the super nice Yellow Fever heh...

http://wongfu.brickballs.net/Phil%20and%20Kat%20-%20APSA%20performance%20(wongfuproductions.com).wmv

go download, erm if cannot click just copy the link and paste at your add place(the http thingy), sorry if you felt like i treated you like a computer noob heh.... okay see ya and good nite everyone