"Lucky there was NS and i was forced to go out or not I dunno what I would be now".Hi guys! I'm not dead yet although I have thoughts about it ha ha. Staying alone in my lonely house for a few days has caused me to suffer from depression. Lucky Alvin saved me by asking me to play pool or not I will get worse I think... almost want to stay at home for the rest of my life. Even thought about writing some letter to my love ones to tell them about how I feel before I die... but I think no guts to kill myself lol... such a loser. Omg I sound like a depressed girl ...oh man, always feel like that when I'm having my school holidays and have nothing to do...tend to think too much...sian. I think there was once I actually stayed at home, not going out for a few months! Suddenly became afraid of the outside world, trying to escape reality by staying in my room the whole day everyday. Maybe thats why I don't like the sun now. Lucky there was NS and i was forced to go out or not I dunno what I would be now. I hate long holidays!!!
Boliao Words of Wisdom
Anyway, I think I'm alright now... just have to keep myself occupied with some outings ... ermmm but not activities under the hot sun haha ...I hate the Sun!! Not things that require me to spend too much money also heh ... poor man here. Cycling at east coast in the evening would be fun, like wat I did on Sunday with Miss Dolphin Tan, Mingxiu and another guy whose name I forgot liao haha oops(only met him once cannot balme hor). Had a great time at the beach on Sunday....wasn't feeling sad this time at the beach, so I got to enjoy myself :D This might be my last outing with Miss Dolphin Tan though... soooo sad. I think she should be in Japan now and going to Australia after she comes back.
Couldn't take any pics of anyone who went for the outing but managed to take one picture of the clouds haha
I shall name this pic -------- "THE CLOUDS" ... artistic sial
On Tuesday for squash, got some outsiders(aunties, 1 one chio bu and 1 uncle) came to TP to challenge us. I played with one of the aunties and lost... haha.. she super pro lor although I think I have some excuses for not posing a greater challenge haha..... I just ran 1.6km with one of my fellow squash member as we had nothing to do because others are playing, then right after we came back, I had to play with the auntie!!! Super tired lor, my hand numb liao hehe although I know she will still win me even I'm in my best condition, but at least I could have done better :( .... but okay la, I enojoyed myself during the match hehe when I get points that time I super happy hee.
After tuesday..was maple all the way till I get my depression lol.... but anyway I really feel okay now after writing(or typing?) this post, at least get to recall, the fun things I have been doing recently. Oh ya, last but not least, here are some pics of my time at World Marketing Group, the place I worked at as a telemarketer for 2 weeks. Enjoyed my time there... highlight of the job was the day I OT till 4am!!! Haha, they had to rush some things and we called our friends to help us finish. 6 of them came and we completed the work at 4!! Dun worry, they are all paid hehe. The pay department very goooood, I think its the first time I get my pay so fast. I got it on my last day of work, even before I finished work!!!
Uncle Tan and me doing Zao Chai Mao pose
Funny drawings by the artistic Kevin!
Special edition pic of me with a turban.... not found in friendster!!!
Lastly ..... me acting cold. This is what I wear in the office everyday... like winter wear hor haha (However, this pic was taken when the aircon was off on my last day of work :P )
Okay, enuff crapping, its now 4.30am! Got to go sleep now... hopefully can go out again soon. Maybe go out with dad on Sunday to dye hair.